All I can say is WOW.

Last day of school today! I cannot believe what I did after school. Seriously.

I KISSED BILL...

On the head, but STILL!

I just told him how much I'd enjoyed being his board-washing partner and his human dictionary, and I told him how much I'd miss him and then... I just hugged him and kissed him on the head.

When I think back now, it almost feels like a dream. I still don't quite believe I did it. I keep worrying, oh my God, what if it was all a dream, how stupid would that look? And I keep worrying... what if he hates me forever because of that? I'm SO worried, what if it was a bad way to end off the school year? What if he hates me? What if? WHAT IF?!

And I might never see him again either! Oh my God, seriously, I am SO scared! This is worse than being locked in a room full of porcelain dolls! [If you didn't read my first blog entry, I have pediophobia, that's fear of dolls.] I wish there was some way I could just find out if he hates me or not! But it would be way too embarrassing to ask one of his friends and I CAN'T ask him because I don't have his number! HELP!
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All my love HATE,

ڵιиx .. ♥